So busy nowadays with training and catching up on work that I hardly have time to blog. And even if I had the time, I would be watching NBA and that would be it. Occasional listening to new music covers. Other than that? Sleep.
Ironically, I am lacking sleep. Though it was a lot better than when I was having insomnia, but I am still like falling asleep all over the place. Can't imagine someone had to wake me up at the int -__-
Yet at the same time, I wonder, is all this pushing hard during CCA, worth it? Despite so much efforts being put in to try and keep the team focused, they are still the same. Mentally weak and yet not physically tough enough to fight the top tier teams. As much as I want this team to go far during A Div, it wont matter if it isn't a team effort. No one is going to do it alone, everyone needs to play a part. We can't just having only 8 players being able to play throughout A Divs. Does someone really need to fall for the entire team to become focused?
And now my results are taking a toll too. Yeah, I am still consoling myself that I didn't had enough time to study but I really know that I just didn't put in enough effort. Whatever.
At least the only consolation I have now is that my PW got an 'A'. Nothing much to be proud of when 92.7 % of the school gotten an 'A'. But still, nice to see nonetheless.
I feel so mentally drained and physically drained from all the trainings, PT and thinking of ways to improve our team. Yet at the same time, I've to maintain at least a LITTLE BIT of foundation so that it wont be such a hard climb back up when mugging. ._. Somehow, I am so hyped up for A Div now. I feel like going to play MJC now. LIKE NOW. Omg, I am nuts.
First friendly on thursday. That should really show us, how far we stand as a team and as lines. Hopefully it would be a nice match.
Okay, I should get some work done today. Yes, I know it's 11 PM now. But there's STJ tomorrow, so I can hardly waste much time. Still haven't thought of what to get for my mortal and angel. >.< HAIZ.
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated, look I am still around. F**kin' Perfect- P!nk
That's all for today, See ya~
I'm still breathing;
11:20 PM
Welcome To My Life.
Guy.
171.5cm.
Greenwoodian of 1I and 2A to 6A ' 00-05.
I was a CHS 'gentleman' of 1-4,2-4,3-9 and 4-9' 06-09.
I am now a HC-ian of 10S74 and OG34.
I am in HC Floorball <3 .
Addicted.♥
Dancing.
Basketball.
Floorball.
Friends.
Sleeping.
Originality.
Being Direct.
