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Thursday, March 3, 2011

3/3/2011

Feeling of nothing-ness

Hi peeps! (:

Ever felt like you dont feel anything at all? I dont know, that's basically how I feel. Like, not really happy, nor really sad. I am sort of taking things one day at a time. Not that I would not like to planned ahead and do stuff ahead of time, but somehow, I just dont have the feeling to do so.

With our first friendly coming up, our coach has promised us a game of dominance and suprise on our side. In his words, "When we play, we whack the living shit out of them" Heh. Feels good to know that the system you're in is great and confidence is building up. While our first friendly comes, it also means that some of them are going to say goodbye. Although some entered the team late, but I've to say, we have come together as a group, to play floorball. Not as individuals, but as a team. You know there's always 19 other people with the same goal as you, wanting to win.

I should really do a note for them before our team gets split up. Alright, I will do it tomorrow. I am kind of sleepy now :/

Aye, kind of worried for my bio now. I'm sorry but the teacher I have now just doesn't bring confidence. Maybe I should try to turn to Mrs Cheng for consults again. At least, she was productive. ._.

A levels seem so far ahead. Even A divs seem that way to me. I know I would come back to this blog and regret saying it, but hey, I really feel that way.

Maybe the reason why I am feeling nothing is because I am tired? :O

I've to admit, I am not the best person when it comes to time management. Neither am I the best friend someone could ever have because of it. But I do try my best to maintain all the friendships that are important to me and not disappoint anyone. It's not easy huh? I'm not saying I've like tons of friends, but I'm like saying, I don't know how to prioritise them. But I do know this, I always have people to fall back on and people to talk to if I ever need a listening ear. At least most of the time. Because of that, I always want to be there for everyone of my friends, but I have hardly been successful huh?

Anyways, thanks Wei Xian for always picking up my calls and helping/accompanying me to do a lot of shit. I should really tell you to read this blog JUST for this post. HAHAHA.

Okay okay, I better not go on before I go emotional again. Sheesh.

Tomorrow is a crap day. I think I shall pack my bag and sleep for now.

TF TF TF TF TF TF, let you see your name until you happy. HAHA. You are always so tired recently, can you please catch some rest soon? I don't want to see you sleeping while standing up ok? Dangerous stuff. You're made of amino acids, not metal so ya, GET SOME REST, don't make me worry. (:

Lamb, cheer up, I dont know what happen to you luh, you always so secretive one ._. Jiayou with your CCA, you will do fine trust me (: You pro enuf. HAHA.

You won't always be successful. But if you're afraid to fail, you don't deserve to successful.

Alright, this turned out to be a pretty long post :O
Haha, that's all for today,
See Ya

I'm still breathing;
11:03 PM