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Wednesday, February 2, 2011

2/2/2011

Recap

Hi peeps!

It's Chinese New Year Eve! (: I was kind of pissed off by my parents this morning, but oh well , the day ended well and WILL END WELL. First time, in my 17 years of life, has my dad ask me to stay up late. LIKE WOW. He literally said, I could choose not to sleep today. So well, seeing I have so much time to burn, I am here to blog! (:

I went to visit DSCC, my ex-tuition centre/before-and-after-school-care center after so long. Well, they sort of invited me to go for reunion dinner on Tuesday but I had training and I couldn't make it. So, I delibrately made a trip down on Monday. Just to see, how's everything going there.

Pretty shocked by the attitude of kids nowadays, after hearing all the stories from my ex-tuition teacher. Apparently, kids nowadays dare to throw chairs and slam tables when they are pissed off. Mind you, we are talking about primary school kids here ._. Of course, being an 'alumni', I did try to help. I was pretty surprised by my own patience with those kids then. I usually go for the 'black face method' to try and help. After that, I sat down abit to help out. Let's just put it this way, the innocence of kids really threw me off balance for a while. I would talk about this later, but yeah, it did.

Training on Tuesday was fun. Even for some slackers :P Well, I think when teams bond together, even the toughest of trainings can be fun ba. Perhaps things would get even better going forward. SIXTEEN!!!!! D:

Well, today was just, lame. Like seriously. I stayed throughout the entire CNY celebration of HC for no good reason, when I could've been at CHS talking with close friends of mine. Although I did ended up playing some ball, but it was all good at least.

Anyway, my trip to my ex-tuition center sort of made me felt abit, I dont know, uneasy? After studying in HC for a year, I am becoming easily uptight and ticked off. Because of what I've experienced, I tend to jump to conclusions quickly. You can hardly blame me, I've never gotten such crap before. I used to be a lot more carefree, and definitely, trusting.

Now? Uh-uh, not so much. I was talking to innocent little kids and I actually didn't let my guard down, afraid of what they might do or say. Until it hit me, THEY ARE INNOCENT. LIKE TOTALLY UNSURE OF HOW AND WHAT WOULD HAPPEN. Instead, kids look to NOW. I wish to go back to that state too. ): I didn't get to talk face-to-face with any of my close friends. That sucks. Although I have to thank WeiXian for dinner and that LOOOONG crap talk last week, there are things that still bug me, which I forgot to mention to him.

HAIZ.

I feel like I am growing OLDER. Not really, maturing but rather OLD. Let's hope things would turn out for the better after CNY. I will keep my fingers crossed.

The innocence of young and unpolluted mind. The complexity of a experienced one. Who would have thought, 1 year in a particular education system, could change so much?

That's all for today,
See Ya~

I'm still breathing;
9:23 PM