Sorry for not blogging these few days, didn't quite have the mood to. ._.
Anyway, life wasnt that great for me to blog about, so yeah, sort of piled up stuff before heading here again.
Got back promo results, not really very disappointing, but I wont say it's very satisfying either. Basically, hard work didn't really paid off for bio. Let's see about Econs. Consistency did pay off for math though.... Chem was just, I dont know, screwed? I could have done a lot better if I was less nervous ._. So many stupid careless mistakes all over the place that I felt like killing myself just by looking at my own script. ._. I actually left 2 MCQ questions, unshaded. HOW IDIOTIC IS THAT OMG?! ._.
Let's move on from promo results, and mind you, I didnt even dare to log on to ISP to see it. I doubt I can take the.... impact.
Anyway, floorball trainings are once again, aimless as our coach is overseas until the end of the month. Sort of makes me lose my drive to wake up immediately after the alarm rings, but I did try. Woke up an hour later and rushed out, which led to me forgetting to take my floorball stick along. One thing led to another and I was late for about 1 hour 45 minutes.
Training was just ... aimless. Wasn't the kind of times that I would feel as though it's going to help me destress from all these PW crap and promo stuff. OH, dont forget all the crap life is throwing at me.
Somehow, I've got this really pissed-off look when I am tired and sian. Apparently, it even got the girls thinking that I was pissed that they came in to train ._. TSKK, I don't like smiling ( different from being happy) Damn it, I need to deal with that, can't imagine my OP examiners looking at me thinking, " What's wrong with this guy?" And my long hair, which I dont intend to cut, isn't going to help much either. So yeah, I better work on that.
YAY, OP. Not. I have too much stage fright to actually do a presentation properly. Solution? Practice, practice, practice.
Talking about stage fright brings me to some annoying issue. I am telling you, I have been backstabbed once again. Like seriously. Apparently this guy said, "Zong Xian? I think he is a f*ckface, because he quit MAD. You know the reason he quitted? Because he thinks MAD is too noob for him." LIKE SERIOUSLY?!
Screw this guy, seriously. I doubt I would do anything to him, but yeah, I did like to know who's the UNKNOWN PERSON, calling me a ****face. For one, I didn't quit MAD because they were too lousy, it was because I feel that floorball provided me a better and more enjoyable environment with less pressure and more fun. Secondly, WHY WOULD I THINK MAD IS TOO NOOB WHEN I THINK THERE ARE LIKE SO MANY DANCERS IN THERE THAT ARE BETTER THAN ME?! AND, I crack under pressure too much to think others suck.
HAIZ.
So much backstabbing going on.
Sometimes, you dont even know what's going on behind you back. And it's annoying this way.
That's all for today, I need to brush up my OP slides, See Ya!
I'm still breathing;
9:45 PM
Welcome To My Life.
Guy.
171.5cm.
Greenwoodian of 1I and 2A to 6A ' 00-05.
I was a CHS 'gentleman' of 1-4,2-4,3-9 and 4-9' 06-09.
I am now a HC-ian of 10S74 and OG34.
I am in HC Floorball <3 .
Addicted.♥
Dancing.
Basketball.
Floorball.
Friends.
Sleeping.
Originality.
Being Direct.
