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Friday, August 20, 2010

20/08/2010

Being Me

Hello people! (:

It's such a long day today. And I know I no longer blog on a daily basis, but please hear me out (:

I am being monitored already, due to my bad results, so I have to use the laptop less and do more work to not retain this year. So yeah.... And of course, I want to do better.

Anyway, first day back to school after the 3 day of YOG, and I already can see how much I've missed. That's bad. Haiz....

Bio lecture was kind of confusing as I dont really understand the genetic diagram. Anyway, I am going to go full steam mugging already. I mean it. So yeah....

P.E. was fun despite wet weather. Got to play captain's ball in the college hall. I've to admit, our class is pretty athletic. Win 1 Draw 1.

After that, my dad came to meet the key personnel. I am telling you, I've totally lost all my respect for that lousy teacher. Seriously. ALL RESPECT. He literally gave HIS impression of me to the key personnel. He said I space out in class, sleep in class and don't do homework. All these, I only do it often in his class. I am serious. Even my parents call telll he is talking rubbish. That says a lot, seeing how my parents actually side with the teacher most of the time. HAIZ. I don't like being maligned, I am sure of that.

After school was CCA forum. I just realised they literallty defer us to our teachers-in-charge for almost every problem they can't solve. So much for CCA forum. Anyway, I am hoping my teacher-in-charge is not kidding me, because she told us she's going to get a proper training venue and subsidy for our coaching fees. Let's hope she's not.

Then, met with Tabitha, Xiao En, Shane and Yin Hong to talk about MAF's street sale. To decide how we want to actually set up the stores. I think our ideas are pretty cool, let's hope, it works then. (:

Went back home, having MAJOR motion sickness, so I rested on the floor. And my mom just had to nag at me to actually get me to bathe, when I was already suffering under the motion sickness. Super annoying, omg, like, I am already so xin ku already she still come nag at me. ._.

HAIZ.

Everyone will keep on judging you.

I finally understand why Dawei actually says that. I don't have violent tendencies or issues. I am just competitive. Not that I want to win badly. I just dont like to lose. That's why, whatever happens, I just want to prevent myself from losing, so I give my all in everything I can do. As long as I abide by the rules, dont injure anybody, does it really matter? If being competitive is wrong, Jordan was wrong for his entire life. ._.

If being me is wrong, then I am sorry, but there's nothing I can do about it.

That's all for today,
See ya.

I'm still breathing;
10:30 PM