As our hectic lives past, have you ever looked back in your life, and think of all the stupid decisions you've made and ever thought of doing it another way? At the same time, you recall those sweetest/happiest memories in your life, the simple, happy yet peaceful life. Those times that always gets you smiling. I'm guilty >.<
Sometimes, I just wished that I didnt do a lot of stuff. Coming to HC. Choosing Bio. Joining MAD in the first place. My clique friends are just so damn important to me somehow.... They are like companionship to me EVERYDAY.
This hit me as I was gaming at the class bench. Alone. I lost that companionship ever since I came to HC. Yeah, tell me about it. Tell me, how do you adapt to being a lone ranger when you have enjoyed companionship for 2 or more consecutive years of having friends around you everyday after school. I used to know who to go to and what to do with them after school in CHS. Now in HC, I just await people's message. I await people's companionship. Because, I don't like to go some other place unwanted. I feel unwanted by friends in HC sometimes.... Oh, but, really, thanks Leonard. Those words to you might seem like just a joking thing, but somehow, they meant a lot to me. Thank you very much. Really.
My secondary school cliques used to be around me all the time. Although I sometimes pissed them off and they pissed me off, sometimes they make me hate them for a while, they never failed to put a smile to my face. Just by convo-ing with WeiXian, I took out something nagging in my heart. Just by looking at Ryan Goh's comment on facebook, I smile. Just by talking to Jason, I feel wanted. Just by talking to KT, I feel more 'at home'.
A boy that came to HC. Losing all that.
I'm guilty for giving them up for something that should never have been started in the first place. Childish stupid dreams. I am sorry. I am guilty. Take me back please D:
That's all for today, See Ya~
I'm still breathing;
7:49 PM
Welcome To My Life.
Guy.
171.5cm.
Greenwoodian of 1I and 2A to 6A ' 00-05.
I was a CHS 'gentleman' of 1-4,2-4,3-9 and 4-9' 06-09.
I am now a HC-ian of 10S74 and OG34.
I am in HC Floorball <3 .
Addicted.♥
Dancing.
Basketball.
Floorball.
Friends.
Sleeping.
Originality.
Being Direct.
