Life is like a roller coaster. Just hold on tight when it's going down.

Monday, July 26, 2010

26/07/2010

Never easy to think straight

when you're troubled

Hi people!

I am suffering from back injury. I hope. My dad say it COULD BE kidney problem. (We are hoping it's not luh. ) Never had I experienced so much pain to sit down. ._. At least it got better than during JTS, when I even had problems walking. But, I am pretty sure I am recovering. I THINK.

Don't ask me how I got it either, because, I REALLY DONT KNOW. I am not sure to say the least.

I realised I seem to start saying rubbish when I am down. I actually hurt someone close to me. Glad that it turned out okay! (: Luckily, I WOKE UP. HAHA.

Anyway, miss pig, I AM NOT SUICIDAL LUH! Thats so kua zhang. == Make me sound like want to commit suicide! D:

Back to life....

Yesterday was JTS. A lucky mistake that I arrived early, so went around with 3 seniors. We went basically everywhere at Bugis. Somehow, there was no awkwardness, perhaps cos of that one of a kind joker, Cheng Siang. Haha.

Anyway, word of advice, don't hold STJ/JTS at Manhatten Fish Market. I sort of got tired of it just by eating one meal ._.

I look retarded with short fringe after looking at those STJ/JTS photoes. Darn it. >.< COME ON, FRINGE, GROWWWWW. >.<

Thanks to TF AND Miss pig for sms-ing me. I know you might feel like you did nothing. But to me, it means a great deal. In different ways (: Thank youuuuu (:

I've decided to start catching up my work once the countdown to promos hit 60 days. I am going to become more mug. I realised I shouldnt say mugger, because, I am so easily distracted. Anyone interested to go out and mug on sundays? I DONT MIND :D As long as it is not too far I dont mind!

I found this new song from my friend's status. I thought the song was nice, so... here you go:

<< Still Breathing - Mayday Parade>>

Give me any reason to believe
'Cause I swear I'm done here
'Cause I've seen a bigger picture
And I'm looking for some answers

Tell me that it's worth it
'Cause I'm doing all I can to fight it
And I've never been this scared
And my moment's finally here

Time's racing (Please slow down)
I got to find my way out
I'm hopeless (But hoping)
My lungs won't fail me now
'Cause I'm still breathing

It's hard to be a man
But I'm doing all I can
I'm ready to give this all I have
I'm ready to be amazed

'Cause I'm standing here alone
Trying to make this life my own
And nothing will keep this heart from beating
I'm still breathing

Promise me some dignity
If I were to stand and die here
'Cause my heart is somewhere else
It's a pain I've never felt

Time's racing (Please slow down)
I got to find my way out
I'm hopeless (But hoping)
My lungs won't fail me now
'Cause I'm still breathing

It's hard to be a man
But I'm doing all I can
I'm ready to give this all I have
I'm ready to be amazed

'Cause I'm standing here alone
Trying to make this life my own
And nothing will keep this heart from beating
I'm still breathing

Where do we all find love?
Where do we all find love?

It's hard to be a man
But I'm doing all I can
I'm ready to give this all I have
I'm ready to be amazed (I'm still breathing)

'Cause I'm standing here alone
Trying to make this life my own (I'm still breathing)
And nothing will keep this heart from beating
I'm still breathing

I'm still breathing;
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