Life is like a roller coaster. Just hold on tight when it's going down.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

22/05/2010

It's not supposed to

be like that.

Hello people!

What can I say? Today is a really like a roller coaster ride to me. Not that people around me physically could tell. Not if they even noticed my existence then that is.

Anyway, there was training today but I feel super retarded talking about it.

I left house at around 6 a.m. thinking that I would be on time. I happily board the bus to the interchange thinking I would be on time for training. Of course, a better warm up for the match with Blast. However, upon reaching the interchange, I realised I left my floorball stick AT HOME! Hence, I had to take the bus back home and get my stick. Thank goodness my dad was awake to open the door for me. Then, I had to board the bus AGAIN to the interchange. And yes, if you haven't guessed it yet, I WAS LATE.

When I finally reached, they were doing passing-receiving drills so I just joined in quickly. It was 8 and usually the badminton people would have come by then, but this time, they weren't there. So I was thinking, "Great, a nice location to train today!" So, we went on to shooting drills and all. Just as we were about to start the match, the badminton people strolled in. I went like, OMG. So yes, they booked the court so we just packed our stuff and made our way to central plaza for training.

Well, in the end, we settled for a 3-on-3 mini floorball game. I didn't get a good look as usual. Darn it. Oh well, it was enjoyable until it started raining! Then, our game transformed from floorball to ICE HOCKEY as the floor was REALLY WET. Haha, played for a while before it was really getting out of hand and we had to stop.

Then, I met Thuan Seng and Hazel for Bike Hike's briefing. I'm sort of regretting the decision of joining Bike Hike as it seems so dangerous and, I dont really feel attached to my OG that much anymore. Oh well, then I met one of my best friends back in CHS. ICE MAN WEI KIT :DDDD Haha, it was really cool to see you there bro! (:

Anyway, this is an outburst of emotions: I feel disposable all of a sudden. It's like, after I helped someone, he/she would be grateful for a while then, I would suddenly turn transparent and non-existent. That feeling really sucks! Its like I feel so useless and simply replaceable/disposable. GAHH. Thanks a lot. After so much help I've given you, I get this in return. Thanks.

Oh well, many thanks to my friends who sort of cheer me up? Haha, okayy, maybe I just feel happier generally just by being around them. HAHA. But then again, that's what make them special. (: Sometimes, little things matters to me. Perhaps, a lot more than it seems.

Hehe, I want to end it nicely.

But then, this is not really a quote seeing that it's pretty common. I know! I will come up with a new one. HAHA

Sometimes, it's those periods when little things from special people changes you so much. That's when you know how much or how little they mean to you. (:

Alright, that's all for today,
I keep my fingers crossed for tomorrow
See YA!

I'm still breathing;
10:57 PM