Sorry for not blogging these few days, too tired and busy to.
Just some updates, we drawed NYJC for 4-4. And basically, everyone was pretty down since the seniors were leaving and yea, the CCA seems so much emptier. I MISS THE SENIORS ): <3 HC FLOORBALL ALWAYS
I am not going to make much sense from now on to people who doesn't know. But, I can't make it too obvious, cos, it won't be nice. Yeah.
It sucks when the reason was NOT that i was NOT good enough. When I put in so much effort and yet, the other puts in none. And the other gets it while I don't. It doesn't make sense to you? It's okay, cos it doesn't to me either. Just because of a decision I made led to such a result on me. Seriously, it shows the materialism of the organisation. THANKS! TOTALLY.
Life always does this to me huh? Just when I thought I could enjoy, something hits me hard to the ground and I always spend my time crawling up. And just when I took my first step, the next thing hits me again.
HAIZ.
Perhaps everyone is right. If fate doesn't give it to you, accept it and move on. Then, hope for things to get better from then on. Alright, I shall move on with life. But mind you, I am not over this. The smiles those people give me now are so hyprocritical to me now. And if you are close to me, dont worry, I don't mean its you.
Oh well, training tomorrow. My team never fails to make my day. So let's hope things would remain the same. But it wouldn't be, the seniors are gone. Damn it.
Paxton, please make my day tomorrow.
I am abnormal. Seriously. HAHA.
I am having mood swings now.
I miss the non-political environment in CHS. I miss 4-9. I miss my clique. I miss basketball. I miss floorball seniors. I miss the fun. I miss everything.
Best of all, I miss myself. The self that is always happy, no matter what happens. The optimistic self. Come back please. I miss you.
But, the life now I am having isn't that bad either. I made close friend(s).
Perhaps, someone is right, I AM PESSIMISTIC. Damn it la, I am just abnormal ._.
Alright, I go pick myself up, I shall blog tomorrow about fun stuff, HAHA, SEE YA~
I'm still breathing;
9:34 PM
Welcome To My Life.
Guy.
171.5cm.
Greenwoodian of 1I and 2A to 6A ' 00-05.
I was a CHS 'gentleman' of 1-4,2-4,3-9 and 4-9' 06-09.
I am now a HC-ian of 10S74 and OG34.
I am in HC Floorball <3 .
Addicted.♥
Dancing.
Basketball.
Floorball.
Friends.
Sleeping.
Originality.
Being Direct.
