I guess sometimes sleep and time isn't enough to cure stuff huh? I am referring to floorball. I really dont know how am I going to put it to my coach Caleb. I have been training very hard and very well in front of him and now, all of a sudden, I want to change back to where I feel I belong.... Not good. But, I have to say it, for the team and of course, for myself.....
Tomorrow's friendly against Swiss Cottage, I will be goalkeeping for the last time I hope.... I will start in place of Derek as he will be late... I hope Caleb would understand how I feel.... PLEASE, dont lemme die in this CCA. I really love the team.
Anyway, my mortal is very enthusiastic.... I received 2 letters in one day. Of course, I wrote back the same amount :) In case people wondering, its some angel-mortal system. Have to write letter to your mortal. Haha, I think my mortal already know who I am le luh.... She is just lazy to say it. Haha, my CCA is just too obvious. :P
I am still as scandalous as ever, and I am not really happy about it. -.- All of a sudden, Ying Lin's friends know about my stuff.... It feels weird ok? WEIRD. -.-
I realised I have been thinking too much lately. Regardless of whoever said something or do something, I become very oversensitive and feel that its my fault. I dont know, its like I fear that sort of life again. In lower secondary of being the reject of the class, it FEELS BAD. If I have to re-live that again, I rather die -.- I fear that sort of life when people talks about bad stuff, I know its me. Not when I have changed, when I stop saying extreme stuff directly.
My buddy and my mommy are really people that I have met that are important to me, they are like my listening ear when I am down and smart advicers when I needed it. And also, the way at least one of them is always there when I needed someone.
On a random note, I found out someone doesn't dislike me. Haha, so yea, pretty nice to know, smile and wave at. (:
That's all for today, See ya~
I'm still breathing;
8:50 PM
Welcome To My Life.
Guy.
171.5cm.
Greenwoodian of 1I and 2A to 6A ' 00-05.
I was a CHS 'gentleman' of 1-4,2-4,3-9 and 4-9' 06-09.
I am now a HC-ian of 10S74 and OG34.
I am in HC Floorball <3 .
Addicted.♥
Dancing.
Basketball.
Floorball.
Friends.
Sleeping.
Originality.
Being Direct.
